House preparation

Dear diary,

Lame gile i menyepi..pejam celik pejam celik lagi 19hari lagi i nk bertukar status..uwaaa...nervous & cuak plak coz preparation still ade yg belum setel.ade membe Mr. Is wat countdown untuk i..haha..die akan watsapp like this '20 hari lagi'..haih..kad x habis distribute lagi nie.i xtau ble i dpt spend mase g post office & hntar kad kat kawan2..i x post my invitation kat fb coz baba nk exact amount tetamu yg dtg.klu post kat fb, baba ckp nnti i x leh budget brape org dtg. Catering pon x advice buat mcm tu & same goes wif kawan Mr. Is..so, we go on old fashion way dgn post kan our wedding invitation using snail mail je. Memang leceh sikit since i kne message membe2 yg baik dlm friend list & i request dorang punye address. Hopefully i dpt setelkan invitation by this week.

Hari nie, astro IPTV datang dgn technician dr Telekom utk install pakej astro iptv superpack wif maxis fibre optic 10mgpxl..nie sume sbb Mr. Is nk sgt umah kami ade internet..hmm..so, kami terpaksa subscribe astro iptv nie since port utk streamix dh hbs.port utk unify plak ade je lagi tp telekom akn caj umh kami as commercial.huhu..mahal ckit & xde pon hip tv tu.so, rugi..solution nye, pakej astro & maxis nie la.kelebihannya, walaupon hujan lebat, i still blh tgk astro sbb internet xkn terganggu dgn cuaca.iptv nie gune line tenet & x gune piring satelit tu.

I pon dh start byr contractor utk wat kitchen kabinet..murah jugak la sbb die pecahkn pintu ke yard belakang & letak tiles kt area yard (mesin basuh area). So dapur nmpk lg lagi besar sampai ke toilet belakang.harga pon x mahal sgt la..tp ble pk2 blk, xkn ktorang nk spend byk sgt utk umh yg nk disewakan nie. Umah landed yg br bli tu dijangka siap next year.nk pki byk duit gak nk masuk umh tu nnti..tp sementara nk dduk umh nie, nk la dduk dgn selesa.

Byk bnde nk setel kt umh nie. Almari bj dh kemas2 dh utk bg space kt bj2 Mr. Is nnti..i bgtau die utk bli lg satu almari n letak kt 2nd room, die x setuju.hmm..so mne bj2 yg dh tersendat2 tu, i dh remove dh..xtau la muat x bj Mr. Is nnti.brg2 Mr. Is pon blum start letak lg kt umh i nie.die nk guitar2 & toys dlm 1 blk khas. Terpaksa la i korban kn blk kain utk bg space/room utk hobby Mr. Is tu.. So blk kain akn mix dgn blk tetamu yg i akn letak single bed. Katil bujang Mr. Is nnti jd katil tetamu utk sape2 dtg umh & stay sbb adik2 Mr. Is pon rajin jmpe membe2 kt shah alam. Umh nie xde hiasan2 sgt.xtau la cmne Mr. Is nk hias nnti. I mmg xde beli hiasan2 rumah. Baba siap membebel lg sbb kt umh i nie xde gantung ayat2 al-Quran or tulisan Allah & Muhammad.

Semlm gi ukur badan utk wat bj sanding Mr. Is..sepanjang perjalanan tu, I and Mr. Is having a serious talk. Mr. Is cakap die xnk seseorang yg too clingy & dependent. Die pon x suke sgt klu partner yg too independent. Die nk sum1 yg memerlukan die & still boleh jd independent bile die xde. Die ade mentioned jugak yg both of us anak sulung, so dua2 suke retaliate. Tp die harap i control sikap i yg kdg2 suke retaliate. We know that both of us kne saling melengkapi and we still in the process of knowing each other's good & bad. Mr. Is said that we should hav a gud communication. I know what he feels coz at the moment im feeling it too ( doubt & afraid that our relationship will not last). Huhu..Ya Allah, mintak dijauhkan.